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*ivybeth

*ivybeth

Illustraitor/colorst/anthro Arti
Member since January 6th, 2007

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  • 106 works (16 drafts)
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  • 95 comments given
  • 394 comments recieved
  • 133 favourites
  • Watches 475 users
  • Watched by 634 users

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:: Screaming Rage :: by *ivybeth
:: I want you to kiss me :: by *ivybeth :: Ovy bust Shot :: by *ivybeth :: Corgi :: by *ivybeth :: J A Y :: by *ivybeth
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:: Rex sketch Colored :: by *ivybeth
:: AR2 Sketch Collection :: by *ivybeth :: AR2 Free Sketch Collection :: by *ivybeth :: Yunicoon pinup :: by *ivybeth :: Foxywolf pinup :: by *ivybeth
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:: yeah im still here ::

Posted 5 months ago

hi everyone, sorry i have not been around as of late, i've had just a lot of stuff on my mind.
Been kinda busy working on overdue stuff and trying to color a few tings at once
including the avatard comic with kkitty23 and Kitty-lynn and not to mention commissions owed
and its just been overall hecktic.
My brother has a new hearing at a new school, i hope to God it goes well cuz he needs to get out this house
and be in another enviorment...(for those whom don't know, my brother is a 23 year old with sever autisim)
hes been quite difficult to control lately and it really bothers me that my mom wont even try to consider other options for him
i worry about my brother a lot and i wish i could do so much more for everybody....
i almost walked out on my mother out of pure anger...i felt horrible about it cuz i wasn't thinking straight at all
im really am just sick of fighting with her everyday, its just really getting redundant and i hate fighting with her.
*sighs*

Also, i really feel that there's something wrong with me and i know i'm allowing it to happen.
i feel the way that i do cuz i feel sorry for myself all the time, i'm not taking care of myself,
i allowed myself to get in to a hole of depression when i should be stronger than that.
I really just have to take the courage to face things that i can change for the better and be a better person.
even knowing that it can be hard, even if theres day that i just hate myself, i just wanna grow and be sucessfull for once.

i know this all kinda random and im sorry.....sometimes i just hate keeping stuff bottled up. ya'know
thank you for reading.

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12 comments

  1. *kradenecho

    Comment from *kradenecho, 2 weeks ago (#83953)

    DOOOOOO!!!

    Heya Ivy, nice to see you're about here on FAP as well.
    *headbutts the watch button*
    "Theres a fire in my pants...no seriously someone help put it out O_O"
  2. *eroinuki

    Comment from *eroinuki, 2 weeks ago (#83844)

    gracias por el watch nene :D
    1. *ivybeth

      Comment from *ivybeth, 2 weeks ago (#83848)

      heheh no hay problema, y soy nena :3
      1. *eroinuki

        Comment from *eroinuki, 2 weeks ago (#83908)

        i know D: pero aqui en mexico todo se ha vuelto unisex :V ta weno né
  3. *savagelycan

    Comment from *savagelycan, 3 weeks ago (#83716)

    Thanks for the counter-watch
  4. *sevenstarfire

    Comment from *sevenstarfire, 3 weeks ago (#83612)

    thanks for the +watch!
  5. *portzebie

    Comment from *portzebie, 2 months ago (#76541)

    :3
  6. *djdarkfox

    Comment from *djdarkfox, 2 months ago (#75567)

    I found you here! *watches you*
  7. *kcravenyote

    Comment from *kcravenyote, 2 months ago (#74945)

    Thanks for the watch back! :D
  8. *rudethefox

    Comment from *rudethefox, 2 months ago (#74765)

    O-O wow! thanks for the watchback!!your art is amazing!
    It takes32 muscles to frown.It takes a HERSHEY bar to smile.
    Verdict:Frowning gives you wrinkles,smileing gives you pimples.
    any questions?
  9. *zypher

    Comment from *zypher, 3 months ago (#73977)

    thanks alot for the watch^^ *watches back*
  10. *poink

    Comment from *poink, 3 months ago (#73973)

    c: hello!
    User was banned for this post.
  11. *skylorforscythe

    Comment from *skylorforscythe, 3 months ago (#73804)

    Thank you much for the watch, Ivy. Not sure if I deserve it, but thanks.
  12. *morrilefay

    Comment from *morrilefay, 3 months ago (#73648)

    Thank you for the watch! I love your work! *huggles*