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New attitude, New Style, New...Posted 6 days ago
A few days I've making a few changes to myself. I mean I've done this before, but now I'm really working the positive changes this time.
1. The way I talk to people, and my mannerisms. I don't think I'm mean or anything. I'm just honest and open. That's not the problem. Nothing's the problem with that ,but just want to change it to being more positive ,formal, and polite. Maybe even make it MORE forward. 2. My slackassary. This is something I've needed to work on for a while ,but due to immaturity and (MAJOR) lack of caring I didn't until recently. I have things to do now ,and I need to go ahead and do them. That counts for the big and small things. I've learned that letting things "sit and wait" and end up bad. 3. My patience (ironically enough ,at the same time) For someone that has nothing to do I don't like to wait either. If i really do have this Aspergers (sounds like "ass burgers") then it's common I'm going to be impatient, but how I deal with it needs to change. I don't know exactly what to do ,but I guess i'll think of something. I don't attack with violence or anything ,but i can get annoying ,and start begging people. 4. My art style. To some this is more of a want then a need ,but art is my life. I NEED to change up ,as far as i'm concerned. I'm looking after at other art style ,and how other people do it ,and I'm gonna start working off that some. That main things I'm looking at is anatomy. My overall style could use some work ,too. It's not that i don't like it anymore. I just don't like being the same for a long thing. I love customizing WAY too much. I'm not going to start doing straight realistic stuff. I don't have anything against the style, but I don't like me doing it. 5. My spelling? It does suck ,but I still TRY! This looks nice because I have spell check on. On IMs it's a calamity. I want to show I big my hearty vocabulary ,so i need to spell those words I can say, but the english lang is hard because we have words that don't spell out like they sound ,or letters that make the same sound as other letters. My Main Enemy = Silent Letters. 6. My fears: Paranoia of people, Heights (sort of), bugs. I might go to a hypnotist for these. I'm putting alot of thought into it. 7. Stop repeating myself. It's getting to the point were it's annoying ME ,even! Other things I want to make changes in are going to take money, like my clothes and such. Firstly, i need more clothes. I like dark and cute (gothic style) things ,but i don't like wearing them. I like simple boyish stuff. Oh well. I'll cross that bridge when i can get there. Things that take money alone aren't important issues. I love you ,darlings! Thanks for reading! |
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