Furry Art Pile

Dear god, this is awful! Finals, work, girlfriend and a sudden onset of insomnia are not good things to have hit you all at once. I feel so overwhelmed right now, I don't know if I'll be able to finish everything I need to do! Lets start with the big time-consumer: work. Now to make things brief, my boss' nickname is the Furor. 'Nuff said. She's kind of a bitch. Because of that, she keeps scaring away all of our decent employees, leaving us with only the dirt-bags and scum that are willing to tolerate her (who are later fired for not showing up to work or stealing from the store). What we end up with is the current situation: me, the part-time associate has to suddenly become full-time or there will be literally NOBODY to run my department. Also, corporate has been riding our ass lately because our location is a complete mess (probably because there's nobody working there anymore!) which makes mein Furor even more angry and unrealistically demanding. It's getting obsurd because I don't have that kind of time! It's finals week!

So every day I get home I find myself hopping on my computer to try and make some lee-way on this 10-page paper but my mind is already so shot from work that I can only drum up about a page before 2 am. Not to mention my need to study for a Biology test that's coming up this Wednesday as I am already close to failing this class. So lets just say that my time is at a premium right now. My poor girlfriend has been starved for attention lately and I can't blame her but I can only ask her to continue to understand that I need to work and I just don't have time for her! This still doesn't stop her from showing up at midnight or so and I must say it's really nice to see her, but it's killing my productivity! Finally, as if all of this wasn't bad enough, I now can't sleep. This is the first time in my entire LIFE that I've had trouble sleeping but I just can't do it. I get to bed but my mind is running a mile a minute, I can't stop thinking and it keeps me up, hour after hour. I was up until 5 am last night and I couldn't sleep in past 9 for the life of me! If this keeps getting worse, I imagine these rants are going to start getting more nonsensical, desperate and frequent but when I got on my home page, I just couldn't stand the journal that was up at the time. ARGH! I can't think about the same thing for three minutes!

*gonna go eat some hot dogs