Furry Art Pile

this is a step that i must take on my path of getting over someone special to me.
i feel very hurt right now, but i've been given seditives by the doctor to calm me down for the next few days, and i have an appointment to go to a place called norwell, it specialises in getting people over problems such as phobias and people you love. as well as that, i'm going to see a psychiatrist too, to talk about everything that has happened since i was 15.

it is quite tragic, when you truly love someone and you give them a big part of yourself, then you find they don't feel the same way. but i'm getting over it, whith the help of these specialists and my family.

but, i don't think i could let myself love again, it's just too painful, and i don't want to go through this again, no matter what. though my parents say you always keep a speacial place in your heart for your first love.

so i'm going to take these seditives for as long as it takes, and hopefully start eating again soon, since it's been four days.
and i'd still like to keep in contact with his mother, she is a very nice person, and i'd like to see her again.

so all in all, i'm single now and to be honest, i'd go back to him if he asked me to right now, but i don't want to. i'm not sure how this is going to effect my art, but i'll try to keep posting. and i'm not going to be taking down any pictures, because i hope that one day we will be friends again. i hope you all have a wonderful life, and thank you for reading this.