Furry Art Pile

i set watching kakashi train his chunnings.i smiled an leand back agenst the tree.i was a few years younger then him he was 24 an i was 19 soon to be 20. we had known each other since birth. my father Kasume, was his sensei.i was given the power no one ealse could ever handel..i felt like a weight was put on my shoulders to hold this power was like holding the wolrd by a string.a few years back yuki my friend had died..becus of me as i watchd itachi kill her i felt like i was killing her. a few years later i found kakashi walking i was thrilld to see him.after a few months.we got marryd an had our son Fox,it changed our lifes. i was a anabu assasin sniper kakashi was a anabu black ops ninja. i had two lifes. my assasin life. an my ninja life with kakashi,as i watchd i hurd a noise my first thought was maby a squirl or cat in the tree. OR bolth! after a year we had rena our daughter.,a few hours after a mission we were standing there,i was trying to find itachi to get my revinge to kill him,as i stude there heart raceing rage in eyes. sensing itachi some where around,as kakashi reachd out an grabd by arm,"baby stop!! it was my fault yuki died!!" he said griping my arm.i growld lowly then shockd him.sending 500 volts in to his body. when i hurd him hit the ground i turnd an lookd at him."no...kakashi!!" my eyes widen to see kakashi laying on the ground shakeing his eyes wide.i hit my knees an grabd him holding him close."im sorry!!!!" i said threw the tears. itachi watchd from a ways hidden in the trees.kakashi had died..as i set there screeming out to the sky as the thunder roled an the lighting crashd."WHY!!!! WHY DID YOU TAKE HIM!!!!!!!" as i layd him down gently on the ground i grabd the kuni that would end my life..right then an there.."im sorry kakashi..." i said as i gripd the kuni then stud up to kill my self.then..itachi stepd out in to veiw anger busted threw me. i activated my sharingen eye.then the battel started.itachi attackd from behind slaming his fist in to my spine."AHH!!!!!!" i yelld out as i fell forward then stud up."hmph!" itachi growld then attackd agen. as i stud up an slamd the kuni in to his shoulder knocking him back.he recoild then attackd once more.the battel raged on for three hours.i was about done for..i had one last attack my arora blast it would use up the rest of my chakura an energy,as i stude there trimbeling itachi attackd relentlsly with this attack he killd me five diffrent times in five diffrent ways.as i layd there.blood coverd me my hands trimbeld."you...will...pay..for this...itachi..uchiha..." i said then let go.leting my life slip away not being abel to hold it any longer ,itachi turnd an walkd off "your week..you will never beat me...neko.." a few minits later kakashi awoke as he ran to me.my skin as cold as ice now.blue eyes now gray.he cryd holding me close."neko!! please wake up!!! please!!! wake up!!!" as i lookd down from heaven i fell to my knees. crying as the rain fell.i felt the hand of my father touch my shoulder as i stude an turnd to face him,he smiled softly an rapd his arms around me."neko.." he said holding on to me."daddy..." i said holding on to him as i cryd,"why..my neko..why did you have to fight itachi..?" my father askd. "i had to revenge yuki..."i said as i tryd to stop crying.i hurd the voice of kakashi."neko..you must go back..he needs you.." he said.as i rapd my arms around him.he heald me close."no..i have to stay here with you..." i said crying,

"no..you must go he needs you..fox needs you...rena needs you..your family needs you..."he said then lookd at me."but..." i said wipeing the tears from my eyes."go..now.." he said as he stepd back.i noded then lookd at my father."good bye..father..." i said then got read to go back home."good bye my beautiful neko...." he said as he smiled then turnd away .as i apperd beside kakashi as he cryd holding my body.i gently set my hand on his shoulder "kakashi..." i said hopeing he would hear me.he stud an layd my body to rest."fox..grab rena an jump on my back.."he said as fox ran over to him holding his baby sisster Rena in his arms."yes daddy..." he jumpd on to kakashis back an held on,as kakashi ran to the hospitel.as i returnd to my body then awoke an stud up an heald half my wounds i ran to the hospitel i seen fox an rena,"mommy!!!" fox said as he stud up."fox! rena!" i said as i grabd them an hugd them,"what happen mommy..?" fox said as he lookd at me."i..died..but im back now.." i said as i set rena in his arms.his little neko ears twitchd."oh.." he said looking up at me then looking at rena."wheres daddy at?" i askd then kneeld down,"hes geting fixed" fox said then pointed down the hall."oh crap..." i said thinking of the OTHER fixed ,i ran down the hall then ran past a window then stopd an ran back an seen kakashi laying on a tabel geting fixed up,"kakashi..." i said under my breath.a nurse came over to me an tapd me on the shoulder "can i help you?" she said as i wipd my head around an lookd at her. "yeah. i need to get in there.." i said as i lookd at her an sighd,"is her your?" she said smileing an looking down at my ring hand "yes..hes my husbend..." i said smileing an looking back at kakashi."ok " she said opening the door. i walkd in an rushd over to kakashi, he lookd over at me an softly smiled "neko..." he said softly as he grabd my hand,"kakashi...im sorry...i truely am.." i said as i cryd.holding kakashis hand agenst my cheek not wanting to let go.i lookd at him tears streeming down cheeks. he smiled an kisses me,i gently kissed back not wanting this moment to end..a few months later i set in a tree waiting for rokus next move. as i felt a blade agenst my back i jumpd up an swift kickd him upside the head an in the knee makeing him fall out of the tree,i jumpd down to see he was gone. i felt something grab my arm an snap it in half,"AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" i screemd out as i fell to my knees "your too week!!!" he said as i stud up then elbowd him in the nose smashing his nose."AHH!!!!" he yelld as he fell back holding his nose,"hehehe....im not week.... you are.." i said takeing off in to the trees. i stopd a few minits later, i attackd him from behind almost swift kicking him but he caught my leg, "dont...you dare...!!!" i said trying to pull my leg away a evil smile crossd his lips, "hehehehe....." he smirkd then snapd my leg my eyes widen as i felt pure Pain fill my leg,"AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" i screemd out falling back crying an screeming it took me a while to stand as i recoild an attackd him snaping his arm in half. then stabing him in the gut, he smirk then attackd me useing a move calld 5 pressher point death move, where he would hit every pressher point in my body an i would take 5 steps then drop dead.., as i felt him hit each pressher point my life flashd befor my eyes when he threw me back i seen him holding my son Xen by the neck ,"MOTHER!!!!" he yelld trying to get away,"xen..." i said falling to the side as hanamaru .kurama an haienu came runing "mom!!!!" kurama yelld as he ran over to me "im...im fine..." i said as he helpd me sit up.kurama glared at roku ."dont attack yet!!!" i said as kurama stud up hanamaru an haienu ran at roku "god damn it!!!" i said as i stud up an calld for kakashi. "!!!Neko!!!!" kakashi yelld as he ran over to me."help the boys!!! now!!!" i said as i stud up shakeing an leaning agenst the tree "but..!!" kakashi stutterd then lookd at our sons "now!!!!!!" i yelld pushing kakashi to go help,kakashi ran over an helpd them as i took one step my life flashd again..from the day i was standing in the forest of cedders an cherry blosoms,my kimono sticking out like a flower as i walkd threw the snow yelling for my father crying looking around as i screemd my hair flowd in the wind the snow sticking to me as i fell to my knees looking around i felt my heart sink...i felt sad..angry...scared...alone.... then the day that i met kakashi the cherry blosom trees...the beauty...kakashi...standing there his silver hair softly danceing in the soft summer breeze his mask..covering his face..his eyes...his touch...just every thang about him...naild me to the floor... as i took another step i seen the bloody battel...the one between me an my brother...katsumoto...my brother who oshane...an ichigo didnt know about...the brother who i killd...by my own hand...an cryd while i killd him...the blood splattering across my face...the blood driping off my hands..the power i felt when i attackd....yet the hate an torcher i felt..since i was a child...as i lookd around at the fighting i felt as if i was in the middel of the battel filed as they attackd...i watchd roku attack as i took one elagent step at a time i felt more power filling my body,with each elagent move an attack i felt more relef..as my heart pounded in my chest like a war drum as i felt my fathers power in my hands i attackd again an again...till...roku was dead...laying on the ground...blood coverd his face. a wicked glare his eyes as his hand fell to the ground...as hanamaru.haienu an kurama backd away there eyes wide at what i had done...i hadnt just killd roku..i slaughterd him...like a tiger slaughtering a deer. kakashi stepd back i lookd around an gripd my head looking at roku as i took off runing eyes wide an full of hate an power.. i had whent mad with power as i jumpd down the hill as i ran long brown hair flowing in the wind jumping an runing threw the filed of flowers an grass. i lookd around an turnd an jumpd down the cliff my breathing heavy..then i stopd an lookd around as i stud at a water fall...the silver water pouring down kakashi stepd up behind me..i turnd an lookd at him tears streeming down my face as the imege of roku an then katsumoto flashd in my head.i felt kakashi rap his arms around me holding me close as i lookd at him crying an then ripping away he lookd at me as i turnd away holding his hand as i lookd at him then let go an ran twords katsumotos grave the sun was seting in the beautiful japan sky as i hurd the song in my heart to the war drum as i ran,jumping over creeks an runing threw rivers...then i finaly came to katsumotos grave..as i kneeld down..kakashi put his hand on my shoulder. i cryd an bowd my head, "it was my fault...." i said threw the tears.."neko....why...?" kakashi said kneeling down an bowing his head. "i...had...to..." i said falling forward on to his grave."katsumoto....im sorry!!!" i said crying out my tears hiting the dirt..as the rain fell down...the bambo leafs driping with water. kakashi lookd at me as i layd there crying..the head stone had been falling to pices as i set up an lookd at it...i grabd my sword...the one he gave me...an bowd an put it on his grave stone...as the rain fell down my kimono gave off a faint glow in the rain...the pure red silk now soked in rain an blood...my leg was now heald along with my arm...as i lookd up to the sky an closed my eyes i could feel katsumoto holding my hand gently touching my cheek...as i opend my eyes looking threw the bambo leafs to the sky the gray clouds...the rain...the wind...as i stud up an walkd to the back of his grave stone i set down...an wept...kakashi lookd at me.."neko......?" he said softly an gently touchd my arm.. "i...killd him...." i said as i stud up an lookd up..."it was me....i murderd him...." i said trying to fight back the tears...but i couldnt...the warm tears fell down my cheeks as the rain stopd...as i stepd forward i lookd back at kakashi...pale face...with bright blue eyes...now a midnight blue.. as i pulld my other sword "stance...." i said as kakashis eyes widen. "what..?!" he said as he got ready ."STANCE!!!! NOW!!!!"i said as i stepd back,as i attackd relentlsly sword swinging with samurai swiftness then i stopd as kakashi fell back..blood covering his gut..as he fell in to the mud i threw my sword an cryd out " WHY!!!!! WHY DO I KILL?!!!!!?!! WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!" i screemd as i fell. kakashi dropd the kuni...as it fell from his hand...i leand over him he lookd at me as a tear fell down, i held him an cryd...still morning the loss of my brother...now to morn the loss of my husbend... a few days later i stud befor kakashis grave....looking at it one last time i cryd an hit my knees..."kakashi....im sorry!!!!!" i said as i cryd...my black kimono that i had on when katsumoto died....i would morn this loss....for ever....an...ever....as i set there until dawn..i lookd at the grave it had read, kakashi hatake...year born...unknown...year died...2007......,at the bottem it had read.,a father...a son...a friend...an a faithfull husbend...,as i cryd wishing he was with me..wishing i didnt kill him...as i held the sword in my hand...i thought of my family...i thought of the times i had with kakashi...i couldnt go on like this...i couldnt live with out him......i couldnt do it...as i stud up an ran to the silver water fall i lookd at the water...as i lookd at my reflectshon... i seen kakashi...as i turnd he wasnt there..i cryd an grabd the sword an stud up looking around at the cherryblossem trees...the bamboo...an the water...i stabd my self...threw the heart...i couldnt do it...i couldnt live with out kakashi...as i fell holding the ring in my hand i lookd at the sky one last time......then.....died......as xen,hanamaru,kurama,haienu,saii,fox,rena,riku,an kurama all stud around my grave...they cryd...they had layd me to rest beside my one love....kakashi....they all put flowers on my grave..fox cryd an lookd at the grave..."mommy....why...?" he said then turnd an walkd away.,as i woke up to the sounds of my own screeming kakashi jumpd out of bed an ran to me, kurama.xen,hanamaru.saii an haienu ran in to the room. as i set there crying in kakashis arms wearing my tank top an shorts...i stud up an hugd my children...thankfull it was only a dream...as kakashi hugd all of us. then whent back to bed i walkd to rikus an renas room, an sang a hummd the soft samurais lullaby ... as i held them in my arms..i knew they would grow to be strong ninjas..."good night....my dear children..." i said laying them in there cribs then walking to the liveingroom with my kimono robe on the fire flikerd...as i traind my shadow danceing across the wall...xen had woke kakashi up as i traind, my shadow danceing like a flame as i traind slashing an stabing,each move was elagent...smooth an fast kakashi smiled an lookd at xen then walkd back to bed as xen stude there watching..as i kneeld down befor the fire an lookd over an smiled "xen...." i said, the next day we traind side by side,i walks in side an took a brake as the summer breeze fild the house the sweet smile of cherry blosomes flowing in the wind,kakashi walkd up behind me an kissed my neck i smiled an lookd up at him,"you ok..?" he said as he set down beside me "yeah..." i said as i took a drink of my soda." what did you dream about...that made you screem....?" kakashi said grabding my hand .I lookd at him an sighd "it was nothing...just another nightmare.." i said then stud up an walkd to our room,

later that night i set on the porch dreaming about the life i once had led...i was almost 20 years old now...with a family of ninjas...this..was a dream come true...

By,Neko Hatake